Memory #1

I can't even state how much I like the word 'us'. And I can't even tell what affection you gave me. It is too much sometimes I can't handle my feeling when you are near.

But even before I was ready to handle everything; you left. I don't even got the chance to have a firm grip before falling hard again.

And yes I did fell again. Like I said--hard. Pretty hard to realize that the world stores enough monsters to kill me every now and then just to make sure I bit my own lips. Fuck.


  1. Its seem to be like playing around for a love. Just the same like me.

    Sometimes, its hurt. But most of the time, double hurts. Kan?

  2. dobot
    e'em. tak boleh nak express perasaan sakit yang itu.